Introduction from the Author
Jesus wants us to grow in the mystical life. The Father, Son and Holy Spirit live in the graced baptized soul. Jesus wants us to be united to the Mass all day in the Morning Offering. The Mass is the Sacrifice of Calvary, sacramentally made present —
We pray united to the sacrifice of Jesus in the Mass, to the Father, in the Holy Spirit, through the powerful intercession of Mary, with the angels and saints and the souls in purgatory, united to the other members in the Church. We pray to love God and all others, including ourselves as God wants. We pray for the priests, the Church and the world —
We beg for grace —
We adore God — We love God. We thank God and we want to help make reparation for our sins.
December 15, 1995
Written at 12:30 p.m., in Holy Cross-Immaculata Church:
I wanted to love Him so much. I realized God’s magnificence and goodness, and I wanted to give Him such great love, but I realize my incapacity to love Him more in my human form.
I realize how God is so worthy of all my love. My intellectual realization of how worthy He is, does not match with my attempt to love Him. It hurts to want to love Him so much. He gives me an insight, a light into His magnificence, and I realize my littleness.
So overwhelmed with the desire to give Him love, no thought of myself
The world is non-existent. It is I and Him, and my whole being merges with Him and this one desire to unite endlessly, forever in the deepest union. Time stands still, and it is the meeting of our hearts, this oneness with Him. I slip into His Heart and nothing here matters, as if I have embraced such depth of union with Him. I want only Him. I see only Him, and I am one in this deep, deep embrace with Him. I lost myself in Him.
My existence is existence only in Him. It is being wrapped in love’s embrace with Divinity.